Kairos

It's a beautiful day!

I have finally managed to create some sort of webpage for my professional portfolio. The funny thing is that I have been trying to do so since 2015. Yes, I know, what a slacker. It seems like procrastination has taken its toll, hasn't it?

Well, for those who don't know me, procrastination isn't the problem. My curiosity has led me to achieve many things, just not a webpage.

The real problem is a personal trait. I always want to excel in what I do, which becomes a barrier to getting started. This tendency to self-critique everything I do and compare it with the best examples has turned my attempts to create something I like into a mere wish to do something. I suppose I want to do this the right way.

I guess it's time to take the risk and accept mediocrity. I should do things to the extent that they're out there and not necessarily great. I've observed around me, both in public and at work, that whoever takes the initial step usually emerges as the winner. I believe there's a chance to refine things as you go, with the help of feedback.

One may not always be the winner. I acknowledge that there's a thought process that stretches across time, encompassing scenarios before, during, and after performing any task. I'll call it 'focus'; others might call it 'slow.' Regardless, I'm content with doing things right to the best of my ability.

It's a step at a time, and I hope this webpage will yield positive outcomes in the near and distant future.